Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Masochism?

Sometimes I get nostalgic and read back through old emails and my old livejournal from high school. Most of these things pertain to the same subject, or person really, and I don't really know why I do this to myself, because it brings up all of these old feelings that I occasionally still feel, but it makes me feel them 1000 times more. Sometimes, I think we should have tried again. Sometimes, I think you were an idiot for breaking up with me. Sometimes, I'm glad that it didn't last. Sometimes, I think you're a major douchebag and I make fun of you behind your back with my (our) friends, like a normal bitchy 21 year old college student. And sometimes, I want to get back together. I know everyone would judge me for that. I don't care. Kayleigh's the only one who really gets it.

Come back from Florida.

3 comments:

Keena said...

Are we talking about B or K??? Please tell me K....

Heather said...

Keith. The neverending story.

NOT Brandon. We're much better friends. There hasn't been one ounce of romantic tension since like, February 2007. I haven't even thought about it. Love the guy, not like that.

Keena said...

I don't think you're crazy and I do actually get it.